Days 10 and 11

Well again I am having to combine. Time gets away from me all too quickly and there have been a lot of things going on with extended family. But all is well. Eleven days in and I am starting to feel different, stronger, and more reassured that this is no longer a sacrifice but rather a gift. An opportunity to be better and choose better. I am tired, but it is a good tired because I feel as if I am accomplishing something, instead of dreading what may be coming.

I am at peace with the way things are going. I was so proud of myself today and yesterday. I made cupcakes for the family for dessert. Yesterday, I shared a miniature one with Nathan and today I have completed avoided them. To be honest in days past, and hopefully never again, I would eat two for breakfast, four for lunch and so forth. And I would end up having at least five to six in one day. So YEAH ME!!