Round Two, Day One

Well I have started again today. And if I wanted to time it better, I would wait of course. So I decided I am not waiting any longer, I am sick of eating crappy, high calorie foods, I am sick of my soda addiction, and I am ready for a change.

I am finding how much I truly avoid because I am uncomfortable, or self-conscious. I find how much I just want to hide in my home, in my room, and be a vegetable, or turtle as I choose to call myself! When I am not taking care of myself, I don't like myself. I can really see how you learn to love what you do and who you serve. I can learn to love myself if I am really ready to put in the effort and work.

More importantly, I have made some big life decisions, and I have made new commitments which are going to require my good health, and energy. And I am not as product, or enthusiastic, or confident, while feeling angry about the way I look. So now is the time.

So the plan is to eat right, exercise every day, and scripture study. YOU NEED TO DO ALL THREE!! I cannot imagine trying to improve and make a change without the scripture study. I know that when I read, I desire to be better already, but I also have learned so much more about life, the plan of salvation, my hope for the future, and most importantly, the LOVE OF A SAVIOR, MY SAVIOR. And I can only change through HIS HELP AND COMFORT.

So here we go... again!!!