Day 88

Well exercising has been hard to get to. With sick kids, and a business to keep up on, exercise has taken a back burner. It is beginning to frustrate me too, because I want to exercise, but haven't found the right time, or it I have, something else takes it, like sick kids.

But today I am going to work out!

This process has been interesting, I mean everyone starts gun ho! You are excited to see the results you have seen, and then you get a little comfortable, and before you know it, you are slacking off. I know for me that it does have to be a lifestyle change, I want the change, I just need time to form the habits. And it is going to take a little longer than I had planned to form those habits, because the old habits do die hard!

This process has also kept me humble, and more reliant upon the Lord, and for that I am most grateful. I could not do what I have done, or complete what I hope to complete, without that reliance and trust in the Lord. He is the only link, that will complete the chain.

So do not write me off as a failure, because I am only just beginning. And I want this weight to stay off, and in order for that to happen, things may have to move a little more slowly and methodically, until it becomes a habit, and more than just a desire. I need to take the time to allow this to take root. I need to educate myself, and train myself, and change myself. So be patient with me. It will come!