Day 59

Wow time starts moving fast, when you are just focusing on one day at a time. I am feeling good. I am still optimistic that I will reach my goal! It may not be in the 100 days, but that is okay. I am on my way. I mean to lose 19 pounds so far is an achievement! My pants are all getting too big!! My shirts are becoming too big! My shoes are looser than they have ever been! I am getting excited!

For the first time in a long time, I am feeling like, I can do this! I am capable of doing this, and strong enough to do it. There are somethings I still struggle with, for instance, asking for help and doing something for me. Example: I need to get new contacts, but do not want to stress my hubby out with more work. Should it really be a battle? No, I know that but I fear taking that step. I don't know why. But I do need to break through that. It is funny I have a terrible time asking for help. And I am learning that I cannot be upset when my husband, for example, doesn't help. I didn't ask, so there cannot be an expectation for him to help me. I hope I can learn how to do that.

Anyway I am seeing some changes, and I am liking it.