If you haven't noticed, I am struggling with patience and the results. I want them to start coming faster than they should. I mean my main thing is I do not want to have to struggle the rest of my life with weight, and eating. And in all honesty I think that in order for me not to, I need the time to make the change to create the habit. And I am wanting it all to happen faster than it should. I mean most experts say that a slow steady weight loss increases your chances of keeping it off. So why do I complain?
I think I know what I want and I am just impatient in getting it. I desire to be healthy. And I need to use it to drive and motivate me instead of hamper me. This is challenging. I want to say that it is easy, but it isn't. I sometimes watch others eat all the food they want, and drink all the soda. I am silently wishing for it, and I don't want to be. I don't want to be longing for something that has caused so much damage to my body. I truly want to be healthy, and I am basically detoxing my body and my mind from it all.
I just pray that I will be blessed to accomplish my goal.
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