Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Day 37

Today I am so grateful for wonderful people in my life who support me! I know I have a hard time opening up and putting myself out there, being vulnerable and all. But I am so grateful for the loving guidance and support they offer. Today I sat listening, overwhelmed to advice, encouragement and love surround me. I am grateful that such people want me to be my best and support my endeavor. I am blessed and humbled to have such people in my life.

Great treasured friendships, whether from family or friends, is a rarity. I think too often we go through life not opening up for fear of rejection, ridicule, and mockery. And in turn we keep ourselves from finding those rare jewels. I am learning in my life that there will always be those who mock and scorn, sometimes too loudly, and too often. But when moments like today happen and you can open up, and feel true love and acceptance, that is something to be treasured. I think that it was all part of Heavenly Father's plan, we were not left here to go through things alone, but rather people are placed in our lives at certain times for certain reasons, and occasionally, you find someone through the years to think of, to remember and to embrace.

There was a time in my life when I felt lonely, thinking there was no one. And yet there always was, I just wasn't willing to reach out. I failed to reach out, I hope I do so more often now. I am learning that you have to give in order to receive. People need that greatest part of you, the you that makes you special. It will strengthen them, and love them in a way they have never been loved. And in return, you are loved in a way that you have never been loved.

Today is a good day!

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