Getting better... yet again!

So I am getting better at getting back in my routine. I am feeling braver, more courageous. And I am trying to block out the nasty little voice in my head that tells me the exact opposite of what I am. So right now that means that I am doing a lot of reading! (That is the only way I can block it out for the time being)

I went jogging yesterday and it was frustrating and invigorating. I love the high you get from working out. I hate that my body doesn't endure like I want it to, and it blatantly proves that I am out of shape. Although I couldn't help thinking, "Today you are not a failure, you have to start somewhere, and you did. Today you succeeded!"

I am going to beat the negative voice in my head. I am going to train my thoughts, and teach myself that

I AM NOT A FAILURE! I AM A FIGHTER!