Day 33

YEAH ME!!!

I just finished my workout, and I am getting stronger!! I pushed myself harder than I have. I am getting more confident in my abilities! I will have to say that I was cracking myself up, because I was imagining that Jillian Michaels was in my room pushing me. So here I am doing a wall squat yelling at myself not to quit, to give myself 10 more seconds. I was having fun!! I am doing circuit training and some of the exercises you do for a full minute. Well honestly I am weak, so I start with 20-30 seconds, and then when I come around to it again, I push myself further so that by the final round I can hold it for a minute or close to.

I am starting to see more definition. I am feeling more energetic and strong. 33 days and already such a big difference. It is amazing that only 33 days earlier I was crying about what I had become, tired, lazy, grumpy, sad, depressed, etc. It is amazing that here in such a few days I am already so different!

I am proud of myself too for not relying on a quick fix. I promised myself that if I was going to lose weight I was going do it the right way. I deserve to pay the consequences for my choices, I planned on it being difficult. And it is difficult, but it is also excited, soul-searching, and joyous. I am on a journey and I am loving it!